So I feel like a junkie.........

Well now I know that I have your attention, haha. To finish that sentence I feel like a junkie going through rehab and heres why.................................... I gave up pop (soda) for lent. Aaaggghhhh its so hard. Today is the 4th day and its saturday and I so badly want to have a Dr. Pepper or a Pepsi. Everytime I open the fridge they are staring me right in the face saying " Hi Ashley you haven't forgot us right? How about just having one or ten of us right now, maybe one of each. We won't hurt you." Its so horrible. I am not joking when I say I know what a junkie who is trying to give up their druf feels like. Its actually worse than trying to quit smoking. Anyway, thats what ive been doing........

A new year again?!?!?! Happy March 1st

So I'm starting over again. I know I know you're probably thinking:
"OMG this girl always says this and never does it." haha I know my husband probably is (Hi babe) I'm just thankful he is there for me everytime I do say that.
Well this time I feel it AND I want it, and duhhhh it makes sense since I have no job for the next 4 months since I'm finishing my course in Houston. Thats right 4 months of nothing.

Frankly I'm tired of being fat and unhappy. I hate how I only have a few peices of clothing (out of about a million pieces total :0) ) that I actually wear on consistent basis because I dont feel uncomfortable in them. I hate that feeling its so degrading and awful and then I'm in a bad mood all the time. Its a vicious cycle that I want to step off of. FOR GOOD. AND plus here in a few weeks its going to start getting hotter then hell here in Texas and I can't live in my sweatshirts anymore. I will actually have to put on tanktops and shorts. I haven't worn shorts (besides strechy Nike like ones) in forever (I hate my legs, its just so frickin' hot down here. I really do not know how people survive down here especially being fat. And yes there are alot of big people here, its the food I swear, its all fried and has gravy, AND SO DELICIOUS !!!! I <3 it soooooooooo much.

So since I wanted to restart in January with my resolutions, that didnt stick I figure with the First of March here and it almost being Lent, I would restart everything.
I started today with a 40 minute medium intensity walk with my big chocolate lab, Kosmos and my wonderful This American Life podcast. It was so amazing nice out this morning here in Texas, not any humidity at all, which hardly happens.
So Happy New Year (again and yes I know its March 1st)

I'm on a roll and now where did I put my list of 28 accomplishments I want to achieve in 2011.........